2015 in review

The WordPress.com stats helper monkeys prepared a 2015 annual report for this blog.

Here’s an excerpt:

A San Francisco cable car holds 60 people. This blog was viewed about 1,100 times in 2015. If it were a cable car, it would take about 18 trips to carry that many people.

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Humble upon knowledge

What’s not to be exhilarated about space? The alien vacuum environment, the non existent of sounds , the dark, frigid seemingly endless horizons of pitch-blackness that looks empty from the naked-eye but in reality have blobs of matter and energy (!!) in between? The science-cy bit is exciting, but what i’m more interested in is how this gained knowledge affects the better conduct of our daily lives. Knowledge should move you. Ideally, it should move you to a better state.  If it didn’t , it is just random pieces of information holding in our heads. Personally, knowledge without active manifestation of translating it into a tangible result is an affront to civilization.

If one could conceive and visualize the vastness of space, it should be enough to make you feel quickly humbled.

For example, the ‘Jupiter Eye’ can fit three earths easily. And our solar system in general (all 9 planets and a Sun combined) is just flick of bright of pulsating light in the grand scheme of the universe. Planet Earth is a joke, with all of humans grandiosity and esteemed importance, of all of our egos and intelligence reduced to just a speck of dust. The second element about space that should humble you is the more you learn about it, the more you don’t know. So much space. So many possibilities. Inadvertently, all of space ventures have been narrowed down to

Nevertheless, the ability of human intelligence to conceive what’s  going on in the universe billion light years away, described what had happened billion years before in space, and also predict what is going to happen in the future in space–just by studying the particles existing during the present is nothing short of remarkable.

This irony of both quality of greatness and smallness contained in the  same dimension should blow any reflecting mind away. As an extension, it demands one to reflect greatly about God; having acknowledged that we’re not so big after all, and how little we know about life in the grand scheme of things. Carl Sagan put it eloquently in his famous speech “The Pale Blue Dot” , a speech that affects me greatly till this day.

“Look again at that dot. That’s here. That’s home. That’s us. On it everyone you love, everyone you know, everyone you ever heard of, every human being who ever was, lived out their lives. The aggregate of our joy and suffering, thousands of confident religions, ideologies, and economic doctrines, every hunter and forager, every hero and coward, every creator and destroyer of civilization, every king and peasant, every young couple in love, every mother and father, hopeful child, inventor and explorer, every teacher of morals, every corrupt politician, every “superstar,” every “supreme leader,” every saint and sinner in the history of our species lived there-on a mote of dust suspended in a sunbeam.

The Earth is a very small stage in a vast cosmic arena. Think of the endless cruelties visited by the inhabitants of one corner of this pixel on the scarcely distinguishable inhabitants of some other corner, how frequent their misunderstandings, how eager they are to kill one another, how fervent their hatreds. Think of the rivers of blood spilled by all those generals and emperors so that, in glory and triumph, they could become the momentary masters of a fraction of a dot.

Our posturings, our imagined self-importance, the delusion that we have some privileged position in the Universe, are challenged by this point of pale light. Our planet is a lonely speck in the great enveloping cosmic dark. In our obscurity, in all this vastness, there is no hint that help will come from elsewhere to save us from ourselves.

The Earth is the only world known so far to harbor life. There is nowhere else, at least in the near future, to which our species could migrate. Visit, yes. Settle, not yet. Like it or not, for the moment the Earth is where we make our stand.

It has been said that astronomy is a humbling and character-building experience. There is perhaps no better demonstration of the folly of human conceits than this distant image of our tiny world. To me, it underscores our responsibility to deal more kindly with one another, and to preserve and cherish the pale blue dot, the only home we’ve ever known.”
― Carl Sagan, Pale Blue Dot: A Vision of the Human Future in Space

If our history have proven to us, mankind’s thirst for exploration have never been dried by the notion of ‘the only world known so far to harbour life’. If we come back and imagine the crazy idea by the first man to arrive at the edge of dry land, and further surmised that going into the treacherous water that seemingly has no end is a brilliant idea. It takes a certain amount of initiative, to boldly go beyond the limits paved with many uncertainties, for no other reason than just curiosity.

Inadvertently , it’s the same spirit that carries us into the modern exploration of exoplanets. This dogged fascination of scientist in finding Earth-like planets is not just due to curiosity whether we have company in this realm. It is also about survival–that evolution driving force.

The Earth as we know and love will not be here forever. There are plenty of ways that the Earth can be annihilated and become the dust of the stars in space like many other but here are the two certain, and prevailing theories:

  • The Sun, a ‘small’ star will expand and become a Red Giant. At that point, a lot of things could happen. It could expand big enough that our planet will become scorching-ly hot and not ideal for life. (in short, all living things burnt to death). Although a more gradual process will happen that would concoct the Earth into becoming hostile to life, it could become a super greenhouse, like Venus. It starts with overglaciation, heading towards ocean evaporation and the net result would be a loss of the world’s sea water by about 1.1 billion years from the present.
  • Second, it expands and the more mass it gains, the more cosmic rays it exudes, resulting in reduced or altered orbit trajectories of planets around the solar system, causing the Earth to alter it’s orbit, OR the Earth itself is stripped away of it’s life sustaining atmosphere by the ever stronger stronger cosmic rays like what had happened on Mars.


Let us all not even go to the  extent of the other theories of possibilities ie. the Moon colliding with the Earth, or stopped sustaining the Earth spin due to the altered orbit of the Moon ( and lag the gravitational force to keep the spin going ) etc etc. I’ll regale that if anybody asks.

In all angles, the grim reality is that the the world will end. It won’t happen in our lifetime, but the beloved Earth as we know it will meet it’s doom , rendering the human race obsolete. Knowing mankind, it will try its creative best to sustain it’s survival, and i’m optimist it will, learning from Ser Darwin’s itself.

For now , as we ponder at our minuscule existence,let us marvel the bit about the Big Bang , where the scientific consensus ascertained that that is the time when life all begins in the Universe, packaged in the Quranic perspective :

“Are, then, they who are bent on denying the truth not aware that the heavens and the earth were [once] one single entity, which We then parted asunder? — and We made out of water every living thing? Will they not, then, believe?” (21:30)

And to Allah belongs All Knowledge and It’s Source.

Knowledge is Power

My staff was telling me a story about his trip to Madinah Al Munawwarah the other day, and one of his place of visit is a seemingly magical place called Magnet Hill.

This hill apparently can make cars go uphill when it is put on neutral, as if there is a ‘magnetic’ force pulling it up. The storyteller also mentioned that since it’s in Madinah, we should not question these things and accept it as a gift from Allah.

To illustrate, the hill works somewhat like in this video:

A gift from Allah? Sure it is.

Not question it?  Nay, sir. One does not pass up an opportunity for a knowledge investigation.

There are two things i want to touch here:

  1. Importance of knowledge as a source of empowerment and an armour from gullibility.
  2. How do i have this video?

Knowledge empowers.

Sa’d ibn Abi Waqqas reported: The Messenger of Allah, peace and blessings be upon him, said, “The virtue of knowledge is more beloved to me than the virtue of worship, and the best of your religion is mindfulness (al-wara’).”

Source: Al-Adab Al-Bayhaqi 818 Grade: Sahih (authentic)

Ibn Taymiyyah said, “Mindfulness means to leave whatever you fear will harm you in the Hereafter.”

Candidly, my remark after the story-telling sesh was this: “I think there’s a scientific explanation”.

The odds are, there always is. I would like to allude to a greater, more damaging problem. There is a great fitnah circulating around Malaysia whereby products–any product at all with sky’s  being the limit–being slapped with an ‘islamic’ label being deemed virtuous and possess magical healing properties. It’s the same modus operandi all around; plain water that has been read 30 juz of the Quran, raisins from the the soil that was once walked by The Prophet SAW, or a variation of the same sort. The bastardized aspect of it is that the unscrupulous SELL these products, with upmarket prices into the market. Sadly, there are people who are fallible to this trick (it’s a bloody trick!) and buys them in hoards. Those who did not have knowledge , didn’t know any better or afraid to ask questions. The problem is two-pronged:

1) The unchecked assumption that anything islamic is blessed and good, despite it being blatant fakes.

2) Existing climate of fear to criticize these products, as it might cause God’s wrath.

Questioning, reflecting and thinking are first and foremost are not bidaa’h but virtuous Islamic virtues. We are permitted to think.

And i’ve got proof, from our corpus , no less:

…Ask the followers of the remembrance if ye know not!

–(An-Nahl 16:43)

If you do not know, ask the people who know. Another:

The example of [this] worldly life is but like rain which We have sent down from the sky that the plants of the earth absorb – [those] from which men and livestock eat – until, when the earth has taken on its adornment and is beautified and its people suppose that they have capability over it, there comes to it Our command by night or by day, and We make it as a harvest, as if it had not flourished yesterday. Thus do We explain in detail the signs for a people who give thought. (Yunus, 10:24)

People who think, Allah expound the revelations to them and make them understand. Understand the difference of what is clear haqq and baatil. Reading 30 juz of Quran is haqq. Drinking plenty of water is haqq. Selling water that has been read 30 juzz of Quran and conniving the ummah to drink them  while  claiming hocus-pocus benefits is baatil. Knowledge with the right intention equips one with the skill to differentiate between the two.

The hadith above i shared was a superior allegory to illustrate how being religious is virtuous but does not necessarily outstripped the knowledgeable. Islam never says: “no” to “whys”. Don’t be afraid to ask questions, it may lead to answers that make one closer to Allah. And ain’t that the Ultimate Goal?

How do you have the video Farah? Have you been there?

Well, of course. *peace sign*

Not the one in Madinah, but a similar one at a place with scientifically incorrect name called Magnetic Hill in Moncton, New Brunswick.

The phenomena that you see is all an optical illusion. The car IS going downhill, only our eyes see it as if it was an uphill ascent due to natural sloping  Here’s pictorial proof of explanation:


Geography disguises the true horizontal of the ground

Here’s more pictures to blow your mind:


Water flowing upwards? What sorcery is this?? (relax, its just science)

Science-y bit

First, most gravity hills are in places where a straight horizon is obscured in every direction. There isn’t any horizon line to help people get their bearings. Usually the hill in question is a road cut into two uphill segments, but there are hills that are surrounded by downhill slopes. Generally, there are also trees and no buildings in the area. Buildings tend to stay perpendicular to the ground. Most of the time, trees do as well. When it comes to a choice between light and perpendicularity, though, the trees choose light every time. When they lean so that they’re perpendicular to a downhill slope, it looks straight.

When everything, the contrasted slope of the landscape, the angle of the trees, and the inability to check anything against a horizon line, comes together on a slightly downhill slope, it will look uphill to whatever hapless chump happens to be wandering along it. Whenever someone checks with a level, or a GPS system the fun is over.

And Allah knows best.

P/S: Picture and video credits to Irving, who won’t read this anyway but credit must be given where it’s due.

Words are not enough

[And] who created seven heavens in layers. You do not see in the creation of the Most Merciful any inconsistency. So return [your] vision [to the sky]; do you see any breaks?
Then return [your] vision twice again. [Your] vision will return to you humbled while it is fatigued. –(Al-Mulk,67:3-4)

I make no secret that nature has rippling effects on me. Indeed, the attempt to describe the vastness, the awe-inducing qualities, the plethora of majestical adjectives that one can subscribe when describing mountain ranges, the sea, the never ending stretches of forests is all but a huge folly. How could one have enough laymen words to transcribe nature?

The real dilemma is rooted on the fact that nature is more complex and goes beyond the sense of sight. Mere words often undermine or miss altogether the cacophony of feelings upon encounter with nature. A jumbled up sense of shock and alarm, the sudden need to choke, the humbling realization of frailty,
rising awareness of awe, acknowledgement of immense beauty, instant rush of calm–its a chaotic mixed bag.

Herein lies the problem, does it necessarily have to be a long and arduous description? Can someone make it succinct and on pointe?

I sort of gave up at some point after tries upon tries to encapsulate what exactly is ignited within when looking at the sky for instance. Eventually , i resort to silence and quiet praises of God.

Then the Quran came along. Well, the Quran is there all along ; it was just me who was too thick not to look at it first.

And boom there you have it: 67:3-4.

Nature is all consistency and no breaks

It is you who breaks, you look at it untill you are tired

And you look very long to fill something but its a fill with seemingly no end.

The most fascinating part of it all is that the aggregate of all of this hyperbolic beauty comes down to just a speck of dust in the grand scheme of the ever-expanding Universe.

All praise to the One who deserves All Praise

Thank you for the blessing of even a little comprehension of the vast testimony of Your Might.


And let there be [arising] from you a nation inviting to [all that is] good, enjoining what is right and forbidding what is wrong, and those will be the successful. (Ali Imran 3:104)

The perpetual struggle of a Muslim is to become the embodiment of this blessed religion that is so steeped in beauty. Many have failed, and along the way distorts the beautiful and transformed it into something average at best, or horrible at worst. I would argue that sincerity is the key ingredient to internalize the beautiful. Sincerity is the social capital to call people to this beautiful way of life. Sincerity that is methodically translated into beautiful character is very very attractive and very useful for dawah purposes.

Now, why this verse about da’wah? Simply put, Allah commanded us to do it. The following questions that would follow are why do you do it? How do you do it?

I would only discuss the former, because it is an issue that is pertinent to me at this moment.

Whenever presented with an opportunity to call people to enjoin good and share my islam, along with other good deeds, my personal struggle is to constantly have the correct intention. It is a battle of nafs, and a dangerous one to lose, since doing good, lets face it–you do feel good about yourself.

To illustrate, there’s this oxymoronic hashtag going around in twitter called #humblebrag. Essentially its a hashtag used as a caption appropriately for picture of you in a position of doing some kind of charity work. Selfie with the orphans? #humblebrag. A day at the animal shelter? #humblebrag. Tabling for a fundraiser? #humblebrag.

It gained traction for NGO’s to highlight and market serious issues that the public needs to know. Commendable, however we sacrifice on the ikhlas (i would argue ihsaan as well ) since the heart is a vessel that looooves attention. When the heart is filled with attention and admiration, there is little space for Allah. ( Guiltily , the writer admits on being in this position plenty of times but she tries her best )

As a sidenote, Allah knows exactly how human hearts operate , so He even exclaimed this verse in the quran as a mercy towards our ego shortcomings:

If you disclose your charitable expenditures, they are good; but if you conceal them and give them to the poor, it is better for you, and He will remove from you some of your misdeeds [thereby]. And Allah , with what you do, is [fully] Acquainted . (Al Baqarah 2:271)

If you are open about what you do and what you give, they are still good. Just not the best of what He expects of us.

Now, back to the da’wah bit. It is easy to think that when somehow a path has shown to you to share with someone else about Islam, then you have definitely thought that you are the chosen one. Let us move away from this narrative, however difficult and agitating to the heart it can be.

See, there’s three people here; you, the individual, and Allah. Among this three people, you are the least significant, just the proxy of this conversation between Allah and the individual who is trying to digest the message of Allah.

We need to have a gut-check on answering the first question above again; why do you do da’wah? Is it about you, disguised as dawah?  Or is it because of our sincere, prophetic concern for our brothers and sisters?   Was it to answer the call of becoming  “a nation inviting to [all that is] good”?

Once one can successfully remove the idea of being special as to have the ability to share the message of is islam, then we can call people into it with more empathy, humility before Allah and more love.

And we need all the love and empathy in this trying world.

P/S: Make dua for a certain friend who is trying his very best to attain hidayah, may God choose him to receive guidance, acknowledge his efforts, and make him steadfast on this path.


Not missing the point

“The foolish among the people will say, “What has turned them away from their qiblah, which they used to face?” Say, “To Allah belongs the east and the west. He guides whom He wills to a straight path.”- 2:142

This verse from Surah Al-Baqarah is a beautiful and eloquent answer of Allah when the jahiliyyah questioned The Prophet pbuh regarding the change in direction of prayers from the ancient and holy Baitul Maqdis (Jerusalem ) to the relatively newbie Masjidil Haram in Makkah.

This ayah explains very straight up that it does not matter to Allah wether the direction is in Baitul Maqdis or Masjidil Haram. The crux of the ibadah of salah is turning towards Him, wherever He chose the direction to be. He is after all, The Lord of the East and the West. Pretty much Quod Erat Demonstrandum.

Drawing parallels to this perspective, within the acts of fiqh, it is advisable to adopt similar spirit as well. Scrutinizing every minute detail of fiqh is virtuous, as it reflects active pursuit of perfection in acts of worship. However, a line needs to be drawn when Muslims become combative or vicious among each other when determining which position of fiqh is correct. Take a step back and reflect, at the very most bottom line, what exactly is demanded by Allah?

Hope day 1 goes well with everyone InshaAllah.

Full time engineer, part time life coach.

Like Dany (yep, believe it i just pulled out a GoT reference) , most days my work environment consists of 85% male. Like Dany again, most of those day consists of a lot of executive decision-making. I cannot help being put into this circumstance. And thus, as an occupational hazard, i haven’t been properly taking care of my heart as a girl. Most unfortunately, i fall into that cliche’ category where strong girl meets no emotional capacity.

This is where most cliches got it wrong. One day, a friend got it right:

” I don’t think you don’t have issues Farah, it’s just you have this above average quality to hide them well “

I suspect its this inability to wear my heart on my sleeve is the reason some thought i am worthy to consult with.

It was a pattern i stumble in every couple of years. Farah the counsellor, serving you since 2009. Perhaps this was the reason , despite the ghastly quality , i still write a little bit.

Counselling, is an emotionally draining exercise, and there is no other person to place the blame squarely but upon my own two shoulders. Because i simply give it all. Especially if it involve individuals i care very deeply about. Love makes you do selfless things that is almost certain to break your heart, but selfless and stupid are interchangeable at times. No matter how much i thought i’m mature enough to withstand the consequences, my very,very girl-heart breaks anyway.

I wonder how scholars, imams and counselors in general do it without affecting their emotional stability, or drained by the hopelessness of it all, or get hurt by the very notion that you are used as an option, not a priority ( A clear error on my part on intentions but still the heart gets very upset ) .

They must get by with lots of duas. Nothing is without Allah’s help. All source of good comes from Him.

I need lots of duas and some lessons on how to set and reset intentions in order to get it unwavering and solid.  Alhamdulillah for the blessing of good judgement, clear-headedness and sensibility Ya Allah.

“And when My servants ask you, [O Muhammad], concerning Me – indeed I am near. I respond to the invocation of the supplicant when he calls upon Me. So let them respond to Me [by obedience] and believe in Me that they may be [rightly] guided”(Qur’an 2:186)

Ramadan Kareem 🙂

Fresh sashimi topped bowl of Maguro (tuna), Toro ( belly tuna), Ebi (shrimp), Uni (fish roe) and salmon fish roe. Tsukiji fish market, Tokyo, Japan .  (Always follow up a serious argument with food, because it makes everything okay)

Fresh sashimi topped bowl of Maguro (tuna), Toro ( belly tuna), Ebi (shrimp), Uni (fish roe) and salmon fish roe. Tsukiji fish market, Tokyo, Japan .
(Always follow up a serious argument with food, because it makes everything okay)

Democracy goes both ways

Currently, there is so much havoc that is splitting the country over a set of laws that is of such small scope, even the quantity of it can be counted on just your hand. For the uninformed, the state of Kelantan is on a quest to uphold Hudud laws as laws that is recognized in Malaysia. Hudud covers seven and ONLY SEVEN moral acts:

  1. Theft
  2. Highway robbery
  3. Adultery
  4. Sexual slander
  5. Pre-marital sex
  6. Apostasy and waging war against Islam
  7. Drinking alcohol

The elitist, the mostly educated, the Sisters-In-Islam kind, the muslim liberals, the whole of non muslim society, and the mainstream professional with an almost equivocal voice does not support the implementation of hudud in Kelantan.

There are plenty of very wordy, populist, human rights advocating, heady with righteousness reasons out there that you can google (hint: all in facebook statuses).

I agree with these opinions. Kelantan is ill-equipped in so many ways i cannot even start. Infrastructure and the right economic conditions for starters. Yusuf Qaradawi had elucidated a set of preconditions to be met before any Hudud can be enforced. Can Kelantan claim to have satisfied the following pre-requisites for the implementation Hudud?:

  • Establish true Islam where society is pious and God-fearing
  • Ensure the economic needs of the people are met
  • Provide employment opportunities for all
  • Reduce the income gap and ensure there is no poverty

Historically, we have to recognize that Hudud has had a bad track record of implementation as well. In all of these botched cases, the whole point and spirit of Hudud; which is to portray Islam as a just society,protect it’s inhabitants,and gain overall support for Islam never did materialize.

In fact, the effect was the exact opposite.

Saudi Arabia, Sudan, Pakistan, Nigeria and Libya do not exactly boast stellar human rights records. This is not due to the fault of the law in itself , but stems from the flawed implementation that is so dishonest to the integrity and the real spirit of the law (another whole discussion altogether)

However, have we forgotten that Kelantanese are also Malaysians? And as a Malaysian, they have every other right as any other Malaysian to decide what they want in their lives and their society. Democracy goes both ways, and the mainstream opinion sometimes forget that those rights also belong to the people who does not share the same values as them. Malaysia after all, is of diverse demographics and mentality, and there should be no one size fits all solution.

How about this:

Kelantan can keep its purist Islamic governing if the people choose to do so.

In the same context as..

Sarawak can keep it’s secular government if the people choose to do so.

All combined within a larger federation and devolving powers mostly to the state. (which ain’t going to happen because Putrajaya loves Kelantan’s oil)

A contract can be procured that while each state can choose its character, each state shall not try to ‘convert’ each other, rather stay committed in keeping the union come what may

Perhaps we might want to take a step back and open a referendum for voting in Kelantan and ask whether the electorate supports the governing party’s aspirations. And if the result is an overwhelming yes, then who are we–the non-kelantanese–to question their rightly democratic wants?

After all, democracy goes both ways.

Have courage and be kind.

These are my thoughts about Cinderella for this was a free-er weekend than usual. Apart from the movie mantra, there’s nothing really substantial about the Cinderella story, and i do not mince my words. Its’s all dandy and fair that the protagonist is dripping with the milk of human kindness, but i was hoping that the new installment will give enough punchy motivation on why on earth Lady-Tremaine (the ever excellent Cate Blanchett) is a colossal vessel of pure, unadulterated evil. Humans are not assholes singularly, they become one. Either through poor upbringing, life’s injustice or in most cases, mommy daddy problems which entirely contribute to the deprivation of love. The only improvisation of this refurbished premise is the black man as the Royal Guard. I have always been a fan of Kenneth Branagh because of  his eye for detail,wonder and general Shakespearean-ness in all of his work. As for the movie itself, it is too faithful to a fault. Everything feels like a rehearsed set frame by frame and followed to the dot. Not a problem if timid is your thing.

Cinderella part 2 Cinderella

Watch Frozen instead.That is one Disney movie that can make a full grown adult cry.

Above the Clouds

“Have they not looked at the heaven above them – how We structured it and adorned it and [how] it has no rifts?
And the earth – We spread it out and cast therein firmly set mountains and made grow therein [something] of every beautiful kind,
Giving insight and a reminder for every servant who turns [to Allah ]. [50:6-8]

Summiting Mt . Kinabalu was one of my oldest childhood dreams. Mt Kinabalu–to those uninformed–is the tallest peak in South East Asia, a sprawling 4095 m above sea level. Think of all the mountains you can think and see around Asean countries, and this beauty towers above them all.

I have always delayed this venture. There was a lack of partner, a lack of fitness level or a lack of flight tickets–there is always a lacking in something. Then one glorious day, a Groupon voucher came along, and i just had to make the leap and have trust in Allah. No matter that the departure date is only one month away. At that point, i was convinced that if i didn’t do it now, i’ll never do it.

Sidenote: As i scrutinized past stuff that i’ve done, it has always been decided along this motto: Do first, think later.

Order of events

To those who wanted to do it, start in this order:

1. Survey flight tickets, and lock a tentative date

1. Book said dates and place from Sutera Harbour **, who runs the place.

2. If available, book and confirm flight tickets.

** Bear in mind that sutera harbour doesn’t advertise their walk-in/email booking policy (you would be hard pressed to find any information at all on their website) . This is duly because they would like you to stay at their fancier hotels other than just at the midpoint of the mountain (Laban Rata). Also, i reckon they made a deal with the tour packages to not be as so obvious that people can book a place to climb the mountain without going through a climbing package. However, just drop them an email, they will oblige to respond InshaAllah, because they responded to mine.


The driest season , according to my tour guide is during January till March, with weather getting sporadically wetter from April till June. Avoid July till December as it will not only pour, but there will be waterfalls and flooding on the top of the mountain. You could still possibly have a go during the rainy season but i would advise against it. Why put yourself in a miserable position and also run the risk of not summiting. They won’t let you due to slippery conditions and limited visibility on top.

The only thing i would change on this trip is i would advise on staying nearby Kinabalu National Park (Kundasang area) the night before the climb in order to acclimatize yourself to new heights and prevent Acute Mountain Sickness (AMS). Your body needs time to adapt and function with new higher pressure and lower percentage of oxygen. I did not do that, choosing to depart from Kota Kinabalu town and bussed for 3 hour in the morning towards Kinabalu National Park. However , i did take good precautions and took Altitude Sickness pills (acetazolamide) 24 hours before and during the climb to lessen symptoms of altitude sickness. Climbing  a mountain is really a puzzling cardiac exercise, as when you breath in you can feel that your lungs are never filled up.


This will be the breakdown of cost of going in as a single person, bearing in mind the cost comes down considerably as the numbers increase in a group but harder to get a place on the mountain.


This is a bad photo that you can click on to enlarge, but i have separated the legs of the journey for easier view for costing purposes. Kindly match numbers in the hand written diagram to the list below.

1. KL Sentral-KLIA 2 using ERL (33 minutes): RM 35

2. KLIA 2- KK Airport (2 hours ++ ): Depends on your flight ticket

3. KK Airport- Hotel in KK using Airport Shuttle Bus (30 minutes): RM 5

4. KK Hotel-Kinabalu National Park (3 hours) using Ranau-KK Van : RM20

5. Kinabalu National Park-Laban Rata-Summit-Laban Rata-Kinabalu National Park (2 days 1 night )

  • Accommodation at Laban Rata + 5 time meals : RM250
  • Insurance : RM7
  • Permit: RM 30 (more cheaper with bigger group)
  • Transport to start of trail: RM34 return
  • Porter: RM80 (optional, with RM10 per kilogramme)
  • Guide: RM150 (cheaper with bigger group)
  • Cert: RM10 (optional)
  • Hiking poles : RM10 (optional)

Total 5. is RM 571 for a single person.

Some details:

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6. Kinabalu National Park-Kota Kinabalu by Ranau-KK bus (3 hours) : RM 20

7. Kota Kinabalu hotel- Kota Kinabalu Airport  by taxi (30 min) :RM30

8. Kota Kinabalu-KLIA 2: depends

9. KLIA 2-KL Sentral by ERL (33 minutes): RM35

Costs does not include medicines, supplies, snacks and acommodation in Kota Kinabalu as those are too subjective.


Nope . Zero training, and of course i paid the price. My fitness was there, but the leg muscles weren’t prepped for such strenuous activity and the result is me limping during the return down.  Function of my legs ceased for two straight days after descending. That’s two days of holding on to rails for dear life when walking plus weird looks . If you cannot find any mountain to climb in your area to train, get up and down the stairs  to train muscles to contract and expand.

Worth it? 

Hellz yeah Alhamdulillah All Praise and Blessings belongs to the Almighty.


I was mostly surprised at how cold it was up there, (around -12 degrees) and how barren the summit was. Imagine naked granite rock sprawling across a 3 km space–both majestic and emanating a feeling of a sordid, dark kind of beauty. Being above the clouds–sipping tea above the clouds —is a magical feeling altogether SubhanAllah that i would recommend all to have to try experience at least once.


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